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I cannot remember the last time I have had an intellectual conversation with someone whom I have good chemistry with. NOONE within the +2, -2 age radius of mine has made a decent conversation with me. This thought scares me very much. I know people hate me because of this, but I can freely talk with an intellectual adult.
I love a conversation which gets my brain bubbling. I love it more than anything in the world. I know people who cannot relate to me hate me for it. I know people that can; love me for it. I know that people that CAN relate to it are often married or established. I need a life mentor.
I cannot look up to anyone in my age group. The last time I had an intellectual conversation with a girl was about 3 months ago. She was 25, but when I asked if she would like to go out and just talk, because we left off on a very interesting subject, she told me she’s married, and “can’t do this”. I am not trying to take your kids, or steal your car. People are afraid of life.
I don’t think I am an intellectual by any means, but I haven’t found someone whom I can converse freely on a deep level. Can I be blamed for looking into more mature people?
